Monday, September 15, 2008

The Reality of Dreams


Friday night I had a pretty vivid dream. Well, one part was vivid. I saved a girl that I know from being bitten by a snake that I knew was poisonous. She seemed to know too, but for some reason she didn't run away. It struck once, just barely missing her vulnerable skin. I pulled her away just before it struck again.





I can see the meaning of this dream unfolding before me. At least, I hope it will happen the same way it did in my mind. I know you have knowledge of this poison (it quite literally is a poison.) I know that you know what it can do to you. I want to protect you from it, and the best way I know how to do that is to make you understand why it is so dangerous. Perhaps you take it to become numb to the rest of the world. Maybe you do it because others do it. You have to trust me when I tell you that nothing good will ever come from it.





I lied, I have to admit. Yesterday I didn't tell you the reason I was so let down because I didn't want to hurt you by letting you know that you were the reason I felt that way. But I know you can make it up to me by controlling yourself. I never want to see those pictures again. The person in them was not you at all.




Please, keep your promise.

Thursday, September 11, 2008

Everlong


I love when you find those songs that sorta describe your life. Or sometimes they remind you of someone special. They are the songs you put on repeat, the ones you listen to over and over again and never get tired of.
And I wonder
When I sing along with you
If everything could ever feel this real forever
If anything could ever be this good again
The only thing I'll ever ask of you
You've got to promise not to stop when I say when
She sang
I love Dave Grohl, I have decided. Haha
But not as much as I love you.